Let Go of the Steering Wheel!

Christmas Weekend 2011 Reflection…

faellaci — Mon, 26 Dec 2011 22:09:48 +0000

As I sit this Christmas weekend and reflect on the true meaning of Christmas, I have mixed emotions this year. It has been a very blessed year on many fronts and a very challenging year on others. Not being able to spend time with my (3) children these past 5-months has been a huge, tough, painful burden to bear and one that often causes me to wrestle with God for how He does not end the hurtful situation. That’s when He gently reminds me, ‘My timing is not your timing, Jared’…be still…rest in Me and my timetable…I will redeem…

His Will…His Plan…His Timetable è often are not mine nor yours, are they? When we are in the midst of pain, suffering, hardship, struggle, or a burden we are bearing, how easy is it to ‘wrestle with our Father’ and rationalize with Him why our will, plan, and timing are superior to His? Time to reflect…time to go deep inside and answer a very tough question…have I surrendered? Have I surrendered “my” will, plan, and timetable to His? Am I truly trusting His agenda vs. mine?

I had the blessing with Jenn last month with two other couple friends to attend the David Crowder Band “7 Tour” concert in Panama City, FL…we were blessed to hear Gungor’s sons, “Beautiful Things” which I later downloaded and listened to dozens of times in the following weeks. The song is simple but powerful. It underscores a simple truth that ALL of us need at times to be reminded and rooted…Jesus is in the business of Redeeming our “junk”…our “mess”…our “brokenness”…our “stuff” and redeem ALL of it into something BEAUTIFUL for His glory and our good…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your family member’s death…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your family member’s disease…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your family’s breakup…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of the abuse…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your lost job…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your financial distress…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your struggling marriage…

Jesus makes beautiful things out of your wayward teenager’s choices…

Jesus makes BEAUTIFUL THINGS of you and me…when we surrender ALL to Him and allow Him to Redeem it into something Beautiful as part of His Will…His Plan…and His Timetable…please listen to this very beautiful song by Gungor and the YouTube video reflection…a stirring reminder of what our Savior is doing with our lives…

http://youtu.be/q0f5bjxmheQ

“You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us”

Merry Christmas with Jesus’ Beautiful Love!

Jared Faellaci

Word for the Week: The Soul’s Deep Thirst

faellaci — Thu, 08 Jul 2010 04:08:48 +0000

I have been running hard this past month exhausting myself in every way—physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. This exhaustion has raised a deepening and growing “longing” in the depths of my heart…a thirst for His presence and love…a thirst for the seas of His grace and love to engulf me, love me, restore and renew me from the inside out. I have come to see again how much I need Him…how much I need His love…how much my heart needs my loving Father to live 24×7 letting His love richly flow through me. When my heart is not “drinking from the living water”, I suffer…my relationships suffer…everything suffers. When my heart “drinks” from His living water, my heart is “full” and able to live abundantly connected to the endless well of my Father’s seas of grace. Why do I try to “drink” from other wells? Why does my heart not permanently remember the blessing and satisfaction of remaining at His “living water well”?

It is easy to ignore the barometer of our ‘heart’, isn’t it? How about you? Where is your heart today? I am parched and quite thirsty for a long docking at my Savior’s “living waters” to renew my heart…I pray He encourages your heart today as He is mine with John Eldredge’s Ransomed Heart thought below…

Psalm 40:17, “And me, I’m a mess. I’m nothing and have nothing: make something of me (God).”

Surrendering,

Jared

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Saturday, June 26, 2010

The Soul’s Deep Thirst

The religious technocrats of Jesus’ day confronted him with what they believed were the standards of a life pleasing to God. The external life, they argued, the life of ought and duty and service, was what mattered. “You’re dead wrong,” Jesus said. “In fact, you’re just plain dead [whitewashed tombs]. What God cares about is the inner life, the life of the heart” (Matt. 23:25-28). Throughout the Old and New Testaments, the life of the heart is clearly God’s central concern. When the people of Israel fell into a totally external life of ritual and observance, God lamented, “These people . . . honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me” (Isa. 29:13).

Our heart is the key to the Christian life.

The apostle Paul informs us that hardness of heart is behind all the addictions and evils of the human race (Rom. 1:21-25). Oswald Chambers writes, “It is by the heart that God is perceived [known] and not by reason . . . so that is what faith is: God perceived by the heart.” This is why God tells us in Proverbs 4:23, “Above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life.” He knows that to lose heart is to lose everything. Sadly, most of us watch the oil level in our car more carefully than we watch over the life of our heart.

In one of the greatest invitations ever offered to man, Christ stood up amid the crowds in Jerusalem and said, “If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him” (John 7:37-38). If we aren’t aware of our soul’s deep thirst, his offer means nothing. But, if we will recall, it was from the longing of our hearts that most of us first responded to Jesus. Somehow, years later, we assume he no longer calls to us through the thirst of our heart.

(The Sacred Romance , 9)

A Reflection on Loving a Woman by John Eldredge

faellaci — Tue, 06 Apr 2010 19:07:42 +0000

I was “hit in the face” in a loving and inspiring manner today when a friend of mine, Matt, dropped me a note sharing some reflections from John Eldredge’s book, “The Way of the Wild Heart,” in respect to love and marriage…it strikes a beat for sure. In “The Way of the Wild Heart” translation on pages 212-213, John says:

“Loving a woman will prove to be your greatest test as a man, and probably your greatest battle…The great surprise is that she is broken. Often her brokenness will remain hidden until she becomes engaged, or married, and then wham—it all comes out. Why is that? You’d think now that she is safe, now that she knows she’s loved, she would be in a better place. But that’s just it—now that she is safe and loved, her soul can quit pushing it all down. Before she is pursued and wanted, she fears that she cannot be herself or no man will want her. Now that she is loved, her heart comes forth and with it the sorrow of her life.

It presents an opportunity for healing, so long as the young man handles things well. Do not be freaked out by it. It is not the verdict on you. (Your life and validation are found in God—hang on to that!) Learn to pray for her, tenderly when you are with her, and fiercely in your closet alone. You will need to fight the evil one for you wife, the historic demons that have assaulted her since her youth. She may need some counseling. She will certainly need some girlfriends, and learn to grow closer to God. Hang in there—it gets better. It really does.”

Surrendering the Wheel,

Jared

Weekend Encouragement: Restoration

faellaci — Sun, 21 Feb 2010 04:25:24 +0000

I love the timeless universal truth that John Eldredge unpacks below…Restoration…there is a ray of sunshine and hope that fills our hearts when we truly reflect on this amazing God Truth…our loving Heavenly Father will bring all things into Restoration one day…everything…when we have a personal relationship with Him, there is a rock-solid “anchor” we can hold on to as His children…and it’s called, Restoration!

One day, He will restore everything…all those “broken” things in your life today and in this world will one day be Restored by our loving Father…everything. So, how does intersect my life and your life today? It gives us HOPE…it gives us ENDURANCE…to know that the suffering, trials, hardships, no-win situations are only temporary…that one day we will spend not years…nor decades…nor centuries…nor millenniums…but an eternity enjoying, celebrating, and dancing to our loving Father’s perfect RESTORATION of ALL things…

This truth makes me want to dance this morning…I hope you are blessed, encouraged, and hugged with a Heavenly Hug as I am today…with renewed vigor to face the challenges, bumps in the road, trials, and difficulties that life throws our way…

Surrendering…

Jared

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Restoration

Look at the life of Jesus. Notice what he did. When Jesus touched the blind, they could see; all the beauty of the world opened before them. When he touched the deaf, they were able to hear; for the first time in their lives they heard laughter and music and their children’s voices. He touched the lame, and they jumped to their feet and began to dance. And he called the dead back to life and gave them to their families.

Do you see? Wherever humanity was broken, Jesus restored it. He is giving us an illustration here, and there, and there again. The coming of the kingdom of God restores the world he made.

God has been whispering this secret to us through creation itself, every year, at springtime, ever since we left the Garden. Sure, winter has its certain set of joys. The wonder of snowfall at midnight, the rush of a sled down a hill, the magic of the holidays. But if winter ever came for good and never left, we would be desolate. Every tree leafless, every flower gone, the grasses on the hillsides dry and brittle. The world forever cold, silent, bleak.

After months and months of winter, I long for the return of summer. Sunshine, warmth, color, and the long days of adventure together. The garden blossoms in all its beauty. The meadows soft and green. Vacation. Holiday. Isn’t this what we most deeply long for? To leave the winter of the world behind, what Shakespeare called “the winter of our discontent,” and find ourselves suddenly in the open meadows of summer?

If we listen, we will discover something of tremendous joy and wonder. The restoration of the world played out before us each spring and summer is precisely what God is promising us about our lives. Every miracle Jesus ever did was pointing to this Restoration, the day he makes all things new.

(Epic, 82–83)

“Set the World on Fire?”

faellaci — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 15:15:10 +0000

I had a impacting business dinner with an M&A Executive tonight in Atlanta…as I listened to his reflections on life, success, the economy struggles, his upcoming baby girl due in mid-March, I continued a stream of thought I have been recently pondering over the past several months…

How can we capture the collective energy & passions of so many folks who have a desire for ‘more’…a desire for making a difference…for having true lasting impact. Two weeks ago at another dinner, a CIO shared his heart with me discussing this thread. What if we could collectively capture the passions, energy, and commitment of a group of ‘For Profit’ men and women and form an “Active Foundation”...a Foundation that would leverage the collective experience and expertise of dozens of years of success in the ‘for profit’ marketplace…and then we would not only financial fund and support designated and selected Non-profits and ministries to financially benefit and bless them…but, then we would at no cost to the Non-profit, consult/advise and help them with their respective strategy, vision, and plan to ensure they can maximize the value and impact that they desire to have on their focused area of ministry and service. Each member who came out of the “for profit” space to work for this Active Foundation would be assigned to a small number (8-12) Non-profits and would adopt them as his/her own to help them for the entire lifecycle…from strategy to execution. What would this look like? How would this impact our local cities?

And then I heard Britt Nichole’s relevant song on the radio, “Set the World on Fire”…it melted me…it is my prayer…my passion…

“I wanna set the world on fire
Until it`s burning bright for You
It`s everything that I desire
Can I be the one You use?

I, I am small but
You, You are big enough
I, I am weak but
You, You are strong enough to
Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
There`s nothing I can not do
Nothing I cannot do

I wanna feed the hungry children
And reach across the farthest land
And tell the broken there is healing
And mercy in the Father`s hands

My hands my feet
My everything
My life, my love
Lord, use me

I wanna set the world on fire
I wanna set the world on fire, yeah

I`m gonna set the world on fire
Set the world on fire”

So how about it…what about you…do you? Do you want to set the world on fire? What would it look like? What form would it take? Who would be impacted?

Reflecting,

Jared S. Faellaci

Word for the Week — January 19, 2009: “But God”

faellaci — Mon, 19 Jan 2009 07:22:19 +0000

“But God”…I love the sheer power of these two simple yet life altering words…radical and life transforming. It denotes a supernatural change of course, direction, and outcome. There have been marked times during recent years in my life, when I have often wondered, ‘when is my “But God” moment going to arrive?’ When will His rescue vehicle land next to my broken down car? When will God show Himself in His unique, still, but powerful manner to “set things right” as I desire and pray He would? It is amazing that our God, the Father of restoration and redemption, desires to take what appear to be messes, screw-ups, disasters, and impossible human situations and restore and redeem them into beautiful portraits of His love, His grace, and His faithfulness to ‘set things right.’ Where is the disconnect though on this side of Heaven? Why the desert seasons of waiting…have you often wondered? God in His patience and wisdom does not promise to fulfill His “But God” redemption and restoration necessarily on this side of Heaven or in our desired timing…the ultimate grandeur display will be Heaven, where we will spend eternity showcasing the God-given talents and skills He made and gave to us for His glory and for enjoying Him forever. There are times when we get ‘sneak peaks’ though of these defining “But God” moments, aren’t there? Times where we salivate and taste just a glimpse of what that magnificent redemption and restoration will be like once and for all someday. However, the present reality dictates that our “But God” moments and solutions do come, but not always in our desired timing.

I have friends who have lost their jobs in the past few weeks…other friends who are dealing with very challenging health concerns and issues haunting them…other friends who have just received significant financial blows that have crippled their family finances…other friends who are dealing with loss of a spouse through divorce. I heard a story from a friend in the marketplace who almost died a year ago through a head injury…yet God orchestrated a miraculous “But God” miracle and solution to change and alter the course of life he was on at that time. With all of these ‘blows’ and challenges, each of us will ask in the quietness of our heart, when will God deliver one of His “But God” solutions? Times are tough right now, let’s be honest. They are somewhat bleak and dark…jobs are being cut…layoffs are happening daily…unemployment is rising…banks and financial institutions are failing…it’s interesting when we lose “stuff,” it affords opportunities to reflect and to go deep…to truly peel back the layers of our heart and see in what (or whom) we find our identity…in what/whom do we find our security? But God…there is nothing He cannot handle and provide a “But God” solution too in your life today…the question is, will you and I trust the unconditional, unrelenting, and untamable LOVE of our Father? Will we trust His love not will we trust in a concept or word called God…but will we trust Him as our loving Father? He will faithfully provide all of the “But God” solutions you and I need in life, but we must trust and embrace Him to fully experience and realize.

I will close with a story I recently read and love from the book of Jeremiah in the Old Testament. Jeremiah is a story of a prophet who was a failure by all human barometers and indicators, yet he was faithful to be what God called him to be…God’s messenger to the people of God. God did not promise him results…He did promise to faithfully fulfill His plan and purpose in him. In Jeremiah 36:26, we read, “…But God had hidden them away.” King Jehoiakim had planned to arrest Jeremiah the prophet after Baruch, his assistant, had delivered the scroll with God’s message to the king. Seeing the king’s response and his disdain for God’s message and for them, Jeremiah and Baruch could have become paralyzed with fear and insecurity looking at their impossible circumstances surrounding them. Yet, God had other plans that ran contrary to the king. He planned and executed an escape for both Jeremiah and Baruch and did so “hiding them” from the king and his men. This was a clear “But God” solution to Jeremiah’s overwhelming set of circumstances, was it not? And, just as Jeremiah was overwhelmed with his circumstances, so you and I too can and will at times cower back in fear, heavy burden, and insecurity as we look face to face at our overwhelming circumstances. The question for you and me, as it was for Jeremiah and Baruch thousands of years ago, is: Will you and I trust the unconditional, unrelenting, and untamable LOVE of our Father to provide a “But God” solution, whatever it may be? Are you in need of a “But God” solution today? Trust Him. Trust Him to be “Lens” by which you view and face your overwhelming circumstances. I pray you and I will see “But God” today…

Resting in His Love,

Jared S. Faellaci

Word for the Week — November 2nd, 2008: “Pen”

faellaci — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 06:32:41 +0000

Well, it’s been a while since I have taken time to reflect and write…this has been intentional. I always believe that unless I had something that God was pressing on my heart to say, it was better to remain silent. Today, we are going to be collectively stretched. I pray God uses this truth today to splash hugs of love on each of our hearts. The “Pen” is nothing but a simple writing instrument, right? I mean, come on. What does a “Pen” truly signify in its simplest essence? How powerful and significant is the “Pen”? What meaning and depth does a “Pen” really carry for you and me? I have been wrestling and pondering with this truth over the past several months…no the past year in my own life and intentionally waited for the ‘right time’ to share my reflections…with His grace, I may take some liberty today to step into a vulnerable space for some, but His will be done and not mine. Who has your “Pen”? Who has the “Pen” to write the story of your life? You or God? Pause for a few seconds and quietly in the stillness of your mind and heart today…consider that question.

I am afraid to say that all to often it is me who wants to take the “Pen” from God and write my story the way that I see fit to write it…the way that I want to unfold and unpack the characters, the plot, the storyboard, and the climax. It is me, in the declaration of “love” and “I know what’s best,” who desires to take the “Pen” from God to author the next few pages in my story. I mean come on…things should not turn out this way. It would be a whole lot better, easier, and less messy if God would just ________ (Fill in the blank)…come on, you know what I’m talking about…we’ve all done the “Fill in the Blank” for God in our thinking, debating, conversing, or yelling with God. In those raw, maskless conversations with God, our natural inclination and desire is to grab the “Pen” from Him, is it not?

Again, I go back to the question for you and me today: Who has your “Pen” to write your story? I love the stories in Scripture…they give us such Hope…such Life…and such tangible real world, real life, and real people examples to “hold on to” when our life hits those all too often ‘bumps & pot holes’ along life’s journey. There are (2) that I particularly love that capture the essence of this “Pen” painting for you and me today: Moses & Joseph. Moses raised in Pharaoh’s household…the recipient of all kinds of privilege and prestige in royalty…yet he took matters in his own hands by killing an Egyptian soldier who was beating one of the Hebrew slaves. After this murder, Moses was forced to leave everything he had in Egypt and flee to the desert where he spent (40) long years in God’s “Desert Place” to heal and prepare his heart for leading the entire Hebrew people out of Egypt into the Promised Land that God had in store for them. I am sure during this dark, lonely, and probably discouraging season of (40) years there were times where Moses wanted to grab the “Pen” from God to write his story a different way…a better way…an easier way…but, he didn’t. He yielded and surrendered the “Pen” to God…so that God could write His redemptive story in, with, and through a murderer in Moses to be one of the greatest leaders in Israel’s history in leading God’s people out of Egypt’s grip of terror and slavery. Then, there is Joseph. Joseph was blessed with incredible dreams and visions by God as the young son of Jacob…dreams that he would one day be this great leader with prestige and honor. However, “junk” happened as some would say…he gets beat up by his brothers…thrown into a pit…sold by his own brothers into slavery…falsely accused by his new master’s wife…thrown into prison…and sits in a dark, dingy, and lonely prison for (13) years in Egypt…waiting…waiting on God with his “Pen” to write the rest of Joseph’s story. I often wonder what that last year in prison was like for Joseph…was he at the brink of just ‘losing it’…of going into the abyss of despair…and then out of nowhere…God showed up with “Pen” in hand and wrote the rest of Joseph’s glorious, redemptive story…being promoted to 2nd in charge in all of Egypt…being reunited and restored with his father and brothers. Why? Because, God had Joseph’s “Pen” as He did with Moses and was able freely to write their stories the way that His perfect plan and perfect purpose saw fit to write them.

I don’t know what your carrying today. Some of you are carrying some pretty “heavy” stuff…some have just been told by a spouse in the past week that they want out and want a divorce…others of you have just recently come to remember and recall some very painful abuse in your past that was covered under the rug for many years…others of you are facing some hurtful addictions that continue to plague you and those you love…others are wrestling with feeling like you are in “God’s Desert” and you wonder if God is ever going to lead you “out” of that lonely space. No matter what you and I are carrying today, there is Hope…God is absolutely crazy in love with you and me…and He desires to have the entire “Pen” of your life and my life in His hands so that He can write freely with no constraint our stories unpacking His perfect plan and purpose in, with, and through them. The question for you and me today is simple: Will we surrender the “Pen” to God? This is the essence of loving and trusting Him and His plan for our lives, even when things get messy, painful or lonely. I love how Jesus even steps into the space of this truth on the cross in Luke 23:44-46 when He utters one of His last statements, “…Father, I place my life in Your Hands…” Jesus surrendered the entire “Pen” to the Father that day and even the night before in the Garden when he toiled in prayer with the Father, “…nevertheless, not my will; but Yours be done.” This is the essence of Surrender…letting go of the “Pen” and placing it completely in God’s hands. He is bigger than any of our problems, issues, and barriers, and He desires for us to embrace that reality that we are not in control. As one of my brothers recently said to me, “Control is an illusion”…only God is in control.”

May you and I today come to the sacred place of Surrender…of surrendering the “Pen” completely to God and His loving hands so that He can write His perfect plan and purpose in, with, and through our lives and in our stories…may we find Hope, Rest, and Comfort that as He did with Moses and Joseph, He will also do with us one page at a time. Father, we give you as painful and difficult as it is, we give You, our “Pen” completely in surrender to You. Please come and be fully present with each of us today and continue writing Your glorious, loving, and redemptive story in, with, and through each of us today. We love You, Father…Amen.

Resting in Him,

Jared S. Faellaci

Word for the Week — August 15, 2008: “Page”

faellaci — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 01:08:12 +0000

Have you ever pondered what “Page” you were reading in ‘Your Story’? What chapter…what Page…what paragraph? What “Page” are you currently living and being today? Where are you in your story? I have often wondered why I get so ‘caught up’ and fixated on the current “Page” I find myself being and living…why do I wrestle at times with God’s design and plans when I cannot see the next “Page”? What captures my fixation and focus that brings me to wander from the current “Page” that I am living and breathing and being? When you cannot see the next “Page” or “Pages,” do you find you grow anxious, fearful, or scared of your future…do you ever feel hampered, weighed down, held back, or constrained on your current “Page” in life due to the preceding “pages”? Do you find yourself wondering how your story will end…how will the chapters finally climax and culminate? How will the plot, the successes, the failures, the bumps, the bruises, the challenges, the stress points, the detours, the roadblocks of your life journey connect in the coming “Pages” of your story to weave and reveal the Father’s redeeming, restoring, unconditional Love in, with, and through you and your life? How will the “Pages” from your past and the “Page” you are currently living be connected and lovingly redeemed as God’s writes the next “Pages” of your life in the future?

I love how Jesus ministered and lived a life of absolute abandoned Love (Agape) during His three and a half year public ministry on earth. While He was here, time after time, He stepped intentionally into the space of those around Him who were ‘bogged down’ or ‘held down’ in the current “Pages” of their story due to their circumstances or situation. Yet, He would shatter their expectations and release them in their stories such that they could fully enter into the place of abandoned Faith and Love in Him as He set them free to live the coming “Pages” of their life and story without any restricting constraint from their previous perceptions or fears. By doing this, Jesus would tie and connect all of the “Pages” together in a beautiful tapestry showcasing His amazing and powerful redeeming and restoring love. One such example of this “shattering” takes place when Jesus crossed paths with the woman who had been hindered with arthritis for 18-years. In Luke 13:10-17, there is a radical love encounter where Jesus meets and forever changes a crippled woman (for 18-years!) on the Sabbath, the Jewish day of worship. Upon His encounter, Jesus models compassion & love while choosing to step into her place of suffering and heal her completely allowing her to stand straight for the first time in 18-years! Let’s step into her shoes for a brief minute. What do you think was going through her head when Jesus spoke to her and healed her instantly from her infirmity? What do you think she felt in Year #10 or Year #12 or Year #15 of her affliction and pain? How difficult and painful were the “Pages” of this woman’s life for those long 18-years? Do you think she ever grew hopeless…despondent…discouraged living in the context of those “Pages” of pain during those long 18-years? Could she ever see how God was going to lovingly connect her past “Pages” of pain into a beautiful, loving Redemptive conclusion in the future “Pages” of her life and story?

God is crazy and passionate about pursuing you…just as a lover pursues his beauty (Psalm 23:6). God’s heart desires…craves…yearns…longs for intimacy with you no matter what “Page” you find yourself living and being today…He wants you as His prized and delighted son or daughter to embrace Him and His love with open arms so that He can comfort you in the blanket of His intimacy bond…moment by moment…day by day…”Page” by “Page.” Where are you? You cannot see the end of the chapter or story. You cannot see how all of the “Pages” of your life and story are perfectly connected and woven together to produce the finished masterpiece that He is writing with your life story one “Page” at a time…only God sees that today. He sees all the words, sentences, paragraphs, “Pages”, chapters that comprise your personal life story…your journey. He sees it in totality today…but you cannot and do not. So, how are you to respond to the throws of failure…of brokenness…of trials…of setbacks…of challenges…of hurts…of fears…of dreams? Where do you run? How do you respond? Surrender…letting go of your steering wheel and trusting the Father’s skills as the Perfect Author to your story…that is the response of your heart that He desires and calls you to enter. May you and I see God today as the Great and Perfect Loving Author to our stories…may we embrace Him in this role…may we accept that we cannot see or fully understand today how our “Page” today or our previous “Pages” will be perfectly and beautifully connected to write a redeeming, restoring, and loving conclusion to our life stories…may we respond as Jesus asks those He ministered to respond…may we embrace a life of Surrender one day at a time…one moment at a time…may we allow God to keep the pen in His loving hands as He finishes His role as the author to our stories connecting all of our life “Pages” into His masterpiece. May we rest and embrace His peace and security in this blessed and wonderful reality…I pray you and I will live, embrace, and breathe in this reality each and every day…emoting surrender as we allow Him to be the Author and Completer of our stories.

Resting & Surrendering,

Jared S. Faellaci

Word for the Week — August 1st, 2008: “Interruptions”

faellaci — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 03:22:47 +0000

Interruptions…how many hit you today…this week…last week? Think about it. We all get them…they come in different sizes and shapes and appear in different colors and shades…but the reality is that we all face Interruptions on a daily/weekly basis in some form or fashion. What are they? Interruption is simply some abrupt occurrence that disrupts or ‘interrupts’ the continuity of an ongoing activity. I have been pondering this thought over the past week as I have been going through the Gospel of Luke in my reflection time with God. I started thinking back to all of the crazy colors of Interruptions that I have recently faced: From getting dinner ready for my three children one Saturday evening for after hosting a family over at the house, when Lizzy my youngest complained about her stomach hurting…so, I went to tend to her and as soon as I picked her up from the living room chair, she proceeded to get sick 4 times in a matter of minutes on me, on the floor, and on the kitchen; I think about walking away from my dentist office in a hurry to get back to my house to pack and head out of town when a guy in his 20′s stopped me cold in my tracks and needed gas money; I think about a younger, crazed teenager approaching me outside of the Boston train station desperate for a few dollars to buy a train ticket to get home; I think about sitting in my kitchen at my bar working on a laundry list of emails while my room was being painted by some contractors, when one of the older contractors decides to start telling me all of the unfolding painful threads to “his story”; I think about standing next to one of the teenager guys at LFR two weeks ago getting ready for 225+ teenagers to arrive for Sports Camp by 8:45 in the morning, when he puts his arm around me and tells me he just found out that his mom’s disease prognosis is not favorable; I think about having plans to treat my kids to a week at the beach and then find out that a ‘monkey wrench’ has been thrown into the plans because of another person’s decision which was completely outside of my control; I think about a personal phone call to my cell when I am trying to get 10 things done at the same time right in the middle of the work day. Interruptions…they happen every day to all of us…the question is, “Is the Interruption truly an interruption, or is it something else?”

Interruptions, they hit you and me from all sides and all angles, eh? How do you respond? What goes through your head and heart when something ‘drops’ on your plate unexpectedly? What is the natural inclination? I know I wrestle and struggle with them…it’s been part of the Journey in my own life to realize the harsh reality that I am NOT in control of my day…my activities…my circumstances…or my so-called “Interruptions” that may hit me on the side or from the rear or head-on as I walk through each day in my life journey. Learning to see “Interruptions” through the “Grid” and “Lens” of my Father has been a challenge and difficult for me…I’m still not there today at 35-years old. My natural inclination is to look at them or it as a true Interruption in the rawest sense vs. seeing it or them as a “God Appointed Opportunity” to unfold and unravel another page of His plan, purpose, and path for me and my Journey as I remain connected to Him and a conduit for His unconditional love to fill and flow through me into the person or situation of the “Interruption.” Nothing happens out of mere happenstance or coincidence…all my circumstances and Interruptions first pass through the loving hands of my Father in heaven…this is His perspective and my reality, when I choose to embrace it…which then allows me to begin to leap forward in moving this truth from just a propositional head truth to a heart truth; then a true life transformation begins to occur inside of me…I begin to see each Interruption as an God Appointed Opportunity to paint His love and His grace in, with, and through that Divine Interruption…one Interruption at a time. Interruptions are really not interruptions then, are they?

So, let’s conclude the paint splashing on this canvas today by looking at one of the classic Jesus ‘Interruption‘ example texts from Luke. In Luke 9:1-11, Jesus had sent his 12 Disciples out to teach and heal those in need. He also had a curious leader, Herod, who was seeking to reconcile the spiritual questions and curiosity that he was wrestling with in his heart about the Jesus he had heard so much about. At the tail of this passage text in (vv.10-11), it states: “The apostles returned and reported on what they had done. Jesus took them away off by themselves, near the town called Bethsaida. But the crowds got wind of it and followed. (Now catch this next portion!) Jesus graciously welcomed them and talked to them about the kingdom of God. Those who needed healing, He healed.” Did you see Jesus’ response to the so-called “Interruption”? He had a plan to remove Himself along with His 12 Disciples to reflect and decompress from the time of their healing and teaching together alone…yet, the “crowds got wind of it and followed”…net/net = “Interruption” to the original plan Jesus had. So, how does He respond? What model and example does He leave for you and me as we daily face our so-called ‘Interruptions’? He didn’t get upset or angry or “put out” with the change of plans…rather, He “graciously welcomed them (the crowds) and talked to them about the kingdom of God…healing…” Wow…what a contrast to the response that pops its ugly head so many times in my life and yours when we are ‘Interrupted’ from our plans or activity. May you and I embrace this Jesus Model and allow ourselves to see each and every ‘Interruption’ as a God Appointed Opportunity for Him to weave His love, grace, and plan in, with, and through your life and story…one page…one thread…one day…one Interruption at a time…Amen.

Resting & Surrendering,

Jared S. Faellaci

Word for the Week — July 18th, 2008: “Empty”

faellaci — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:10:20 +0000

“Empty”…Have you ever felt “Empty”? Are you feeling “Empty” today? Do you shiver or shy at the idea? The word “Empty” as an adjective actually denotes ‘having nothing; vacant; unoccupied; devoid’ while the verb refers more to the thought of ‘to deprive or discharge of contents.’ At Lake Forest Ranch last week during their annual “Camp Macon” week, I had the blessing of having my 3 children along with my parents for the week to participate in the love week of serving the children, teenagers, and adults from Macon, MS in (3) threads: Sports Camp, Kids Camp, and Work Camp. This was our 3rd annual Camp Macon, and as I reflected to Rich & Bill later, God has slowly painted the week into a “Summer Staple” in terms of annual July experience for us. I was able to spend some time unpacking this thought and life truth of being “Empty” and want to share some of the pages and colors with you today. When we take the word in its original context, the Hebrew (Rek) refers to ‘with nothing’ while the Greek (Kenos) points to ‘void; hollow; having nothing’ (Philippians 2:7 (the classic text); Mark 12:3; Luke 1:53; 20:10, 11).

Bill Reif, who led the Sports Camp thread at Camp Macon, was able every evening to share with the Volunteers and Youth Team Captains various truths that were ‘grabbing’ him. He talked about the idea of “Oh God!” versus “Oh God, please help me (Fill in the blank)…” As I was walking around the perimeter on this truth, I began to see and gain some clarity of why Emptiness is absolutely foundational to being a Jesus Follower. You see, when I come with my “Junk”–good or bad–my talents…my dreams…my desires…my pains…my capacity…my wounds…my giftedness…my experiences…my ‘good deeds’…my positive opinion and reputation with others…my self-grit…my goals…my resources…you name it…whatever I come “with” to Jesus, He wants me to “Discharge” ALL of it to Him and lay it at His feet…everything…both the ‘good’ and the ‘bad’ junk. If I come with anything, then the equation still points to a ‘Jared and his “stuff” + Jesus’ and that’s not the equation He wants or desires in me. He wants me “Emptied” of all…completely discharged of all self contents…laid out before Him in absolute and complete Surrender declaring quietly and humbly in my heart to Him: Jesus, I can’t…I absolutely cannot…I am not…I give you everything…You can…and You are…Jesus, live in, with, and through me so that Your painting and story with my life can be perfected and completed as You see best. “Empty” is nothing more than just another thread and color depicting absolute Surrender to our Father. It’s not easy. It’s not natural. It’s tough. And, as I am writing and smiling and crying with tears of joy, I think, isn’t it ironic and amazing how God with so much creativity can “press our buttons” in such a way to help you and me embrace being “Empty” to walk down the path of Surrender? Think back to those ‘defining moments’ in your own Journey, where and when did the Father meet you and ‘press your buttons’ to cause you to drop all your “Stuff” or junk down so that there was nothing left of you but you humbled, broken, and surrendered laid out before Him saying, “Father, I can’t…but You can…I lay it all down before You…Your will be done and not mine…” Bill said it best when he depicted a classic two-word prayer on the canvas of being “Empty” and Surrendered to Him: “Oh God!” Two short words of prayer with so much depth and color…I need You…I can’t…I am nothing…Help Me, God.

I have fallen in love with David’s prayer of Emptiness in Psalm 40:17 (The Message): “…And me? I’m a mess. I’m nothing and have nothing: make something of me (God).” Do you see David in the process of completely “Discharging all his stuff” before God with his humble declaration; that is the essence of being “Emptied” of self and embracing the path of Surrender to Him. We need “Empty” anchors to point and connect our own lives with when we are in the process of ‘wrestling’ with God; we all need them. I love the “anchors” God gives us to showcase and model this truth of Emptiness. Men like Joseph, full of ambition and self-drive, and yet he had to embrace the path of laying and dying to his dreams, goals, aspirations and self-confidence all down at the Father’s feet in complete Emptiness so that when God showed up and restored Joseph to #2 in charge of all Egypt and reunited him with his family, it was all God…Joseph had nothing to do with it anymore…He had ran on the path of Emptiness, learning to let go and lay everything down at God’s feet. Then, we look at Job, with all of his wealth, gifts, and capacity…how for no reason other than Satan’s desire to afflict and tempt him, God allowed Job to be tormented losing nearly everything…his family, his wealth, his capacity, even his health. Job went from having ‘everything’ in the world’s terms to having ‘nothing’ and being “Emptied” of all…why…because God is God…and God gives, and God takes, and Job finally embracing this reality saw that the only color on the canvas of his life was the color of God painting, at whatever speed and whatever color He chose to paint on Job’s canvas. Then, there is Jonah, with his spiritual pride (he remind us of many today in “Christian America” with all of our “Religiosity” and formal practices and traditions yielding inflated spiritual pride with so many) who had to learn a very tough lesson on the pathway of Emptiness…Jonah had to die and let go of his spiritual pride and finally did so after spending several days in the fish’s body. Then, there is Paul, who was a scholar of all scholars…intellectual genius…learned and schooled in the most elite of Jewish rabbinical schools. Yet, with all of Paul’s elite status and stature, God had to “push his buttons” to take him down the pathway of Emptiness and Surrender…letting go of all ‘his eliteness’ and seeing it was only God in, with, and through Him who was going to do anything good in life. So, where is the Father pressing into you today to “Discharge your stuff” to Him…where is He asking you to be “Emptied” and embrace His pathway of Surrender? May you and I cry out in humble reflection today on His pathway of Emptiness and Surrender the simple heart prayer…”Oh, God!”

Resting in Him,

Jared S. Faellaci